| Finslly opened a Lloyds TSB account today. May be getting somewhere and may be able to sell my books! My Chinese dictionary arrived today. I got back from Middlesbrough in time to escape the rain. Spoke to my Mum last night for the first time in a month and she spoke to me like a human being. She also said I was 'someone' and I am on this Earth for a reason. I am a pretty petite lass and she wants people to look at me for the right reasons. Mum has never ever said any of this before in my 18 years of being on this planet. I got so upset (in a happy way). She sent me a text message afterwards saying that she has kept all the stuff in my old bedroom as she cannot bring herself to throw any of it away because it would be as if I was never there. She has never gone that soft before. |
Not feeling the happy yet. Two more weeks until they kick in
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| It sounds stupid but today has been the busiest day since I moved here. I was dying my hair whilst cleaning out the bath and cleaning out the bin. I got back from the post officeand the bin smelt of sour milk and it was all over the house. The smell still lingered after I took the bag out and put it in the wheelie outside. So I boiled the kettle, put some bacteria surface cleaner on the inside as well as a splodge of washing up liquid for smell and poured boiling water on the inside of the bin and in the lid. Just a little. Then I had a bath with my hair stuck on my head as I had just dyed it, so wetting it would be pointless. Whilst dying my hair I got a phone call from Aaron (Will's old uni mate) saying he was going to Scotland and if he and his mate could come and stay the night. We agreed to keep it a surprise for Will. Then I dried my hair and laid down for a bit because all the moving around made me really hot; the hair dryer didn't help. I then lugged the vaccum upstairs and tidied out the spare room for Aaron then vaccumed the hamster food off the bed. I also vaccumed a bit of mine and Will's room and moved Petey in there. The moved the blanket from the bed (where Aaron left it months ago!) then put it on the washing line and beat it to get to dust off.Trying to cover all this up and not raise suspscion! Though Will is oblivious to everything. Can't wait to see his face when Aaron arrives. |
| Baked a cake, a day late for out anniversary. Will's had a slice. I felt too sick to eat any. Very moist and has chocolate fudge icing, makes a change as I usually use chocolate buttercream. |
We didn't care that Will's T-shirt had moth holes in it, I didn't care I had my hair dragged back and my stripey vest top. We just loved the past two years together and still managing to be so in love with each other as we always have been. We didn't care that we could hardly afford the anniversary meal out. We made it special in a thousand ways and I love him so much.
It's not even over yet.
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- Music: by Beyonce [with
- Music:nnah -
- Music: Song - Bowli
- Music:ackson - They Dont Care
- Music:Home Without You
- Music:hills and far away -
- Music:oving You - REO
| These were the ones I took over the past few days but my camera started playing up and I ended up being in bed and realising I never did a 365 entry, so I tried to get one in before it turned midnight in America. There will always be a photo a day. I believe I do have two entries for July 7th. This was because of Posterous being an American site. Will has been obsessed with Warhammer lately and I am very proud of him. He is not used to painting fine lines and models. The closest he gets to painting is his Dad's decorating company (which involves painting large areas with a large brush) and he likes to spray paint his calculators and computer screens etc. I decided to start having fruit for breakfast, but that lastest one day :-) Today I have to ring Fuji for a postage pack to send my camera back to them because the autofocus is too loud and is noticable on video, I also have to ring the DWP because the information they have on my benefit claim is WRONG, then the DVLA because my application isn't going through as smoothly as planned. UUGGHH I also have to go and pick up the brochures today...:-s confronting strangers is daunting. |
My new life. Writing letters, writing postcards, receiving postcards, books, Mandarin, benefits, depression and a little bit of loneliness coupled with the odd few tears.
I don't think I have a home to be perfectly honest.
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A lot of loud rumbling and a lot of bright lightening but only five minutes of rain.
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Painting by numbers, I bought it but then it sat staring at me everyday for days. Had it about two weeks and just fiddled with it whilst on the phone for my benefit. Just got it out and started painting.
Looks a lot worse up close but I love it :-) Painting by numbers? Not as easy as it sounds at all. I give this a difficulty rating of 7/10
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